Rejected Angel/How You Made Me Feel 7.30.20 / 8.13.20
I was The King!
well, at least, that's how you made me feel.
That's what I always tell people when I talk about you.
I feel as if I'm sitting on a cloud while I talk about you—that's also how you made me feel.
I can fuck shit up really good for somebody that talks about love a lot,
but I know I didn't with you, or others;
I always do my best, I learnt the first time.
But I don't like to hurt or hurt others, so I walked away—you didn't deserve me
—you deserved better.
Love is not as easy as 1,2,3.
Love doesn't always fit like triangles, circles or pentagons;
maybe I was just a toddler in love lessons, maybe I was still learning.
But I had already learnt what pain was and how to walk.
Maybe that's why I'm by myself;
cause I rejected an angel.
That's what you were to me; always gentle, and caring, to my every need.
When I wanna feel invincible—that I am especial—that I exist—I always think of you;
that's how you made me feel.
I was The King!
well, at least, that's how you made me feel.
That's what I always tell people when I talk about you.
I feel as if I'm sitting on a cloud while I talk about you—that's also how you made me feel.
I can fuck shit up really good for somebody that talks about love a lot,
but I know I didn't with you, or others;
I always do my best, I learnt the first time.
But I don't like to hurt or hurt others, so I walked away—you didn't deserve me
—you deserved better.
Love is not as easy as 1,2,3.
Love doesn't always fit like triangles, circles or pentagons;
maybe I was just a toddler in love lessons, maybe I was still learning.
But I had already learnt what pain was and how to walk.
Maybe that's why I'm by myself;
cause I rejected an angel.
That's what you were to me; always gentle, and caring, to my every need.
When I wanna feel invincible—that I am especial—that I exist—I always think of you;
that's how you made me feel.
